Kinsey's 2nd Birthday

Happy Birthday Kinsey Grace. 2 years, it's so hard to believe. Still seems like yesterday when I held you. We miss you every second of every day, always will.

Ladybugs and Butterflies. I got to see both today. Thank you for that Kinsey.

I love you.

This very hour

One year ago, during this very hour... we let him go.
He left us for a better place, Heaven... and to be with his big sister.
It's unexplainable. The pain, the void... the way you miss him. The way we miss them both. But I know this; Heaven is a much sweeter place now (if thats possible), and I can't wait to be there.


Dragon tales and the "water is wide"
Pirate's sail and lost boys fly
Fish bite moonbeams every night
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

The rocket racer's all tuckered out
Superman's in pajamas on the couch
Goodnight moon, we'll find the mouse
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

God bless mommy and match box cars
God bless dad and thanks for the stars
God hears "amen" wherever we are
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Godspeed
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

Happy 1st Birthday Gray Man.....

It seems like yesterday when we were holding you. We miss you more than we could ever try to explain... Happy Birthday Little Man.

Godspeed Little Man.

We love you...

Mother's Day 2010

Ask My Mom How She Is

My Mom, she tells a lot of lies
she never did before.
From now until she dies,
she'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mom how she is
and because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mom how is she,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mom how is she,
she seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see
nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mom how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For Gods sake Mom, just tell the truth
just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how is she
she'll lie and say she's fine.
WE are here in Heaven.
we cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
we'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mom
with all the lies you told!"
-unknown